I love you, not for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you.

To my beloved husband (Mohd Razman Bin Yusop),

Since we get friend until now, I just want the whole world know that I really love u & always be at your side entire my life. If people say I love u because of money, reputation, and personal interest, it’s totally ridiculous. I want to spend my life with u honey. I will laugh, I will love, I will hope, I will try, I will hurt, I fear, and I will cry only for you. When I’m right beside u, I can be myself where’s u accept all my weakness and u never complaint. Furthermore, u knows that I’m not the best woman; maybe in this world, yet u still loves me & cares about me. Please, just keep your eyes upon me, always keep me in your sight, lead me to the light, and protect me as u could. If the world is dark, I’m not sure if I know the way, but when u right beside me, I’m sure there’s a way and we will make it through. Abg, give me all the strength and let me lean on you until my last breath. I'm not shy to cry, to sing (although my voice very bad hehehehe), to have nightmare. Because I know, u will accept me as what I am. The worst is, I’m afraid I can’t give what u want, yet u still said, it's okay & the best gift I want to give u is to be father. InsyaAllah abg… One day, we will become father & mother. Hopefully, there's chance for me.. For us.. Hopefully. amin...

Yours beloved wife,
Noor Aidilfitrin Hamidon